[hoshi's diary 2010 - 3]out of nowhere dreams.. and... dreams from hell...?? ^^

I blame hell for every bad dreams i have.. :P instead of blaming the One who loves us (which is God), i blame the one who plays with our innocent souls.. ^^

many nights, I dreamed about "a news" which says that my parents (or one of them) dies.. so every time i woke up after those nightmares, i always wake up with worries and wanted to find my parents if they were just okay and to make sure that its just a dream..

i don't know why i have those nightmares.. o.O

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last night, i dreamed of my mom.. being an OFW.. then the few days before the flight, i cry and cry by myself and always came near her and gives her hugs and kisses.. ^^ yeah... i'm so sweet to my mom that time.. :)
--i can't explain why i felt bad after i woke up.. o.O

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I dunno why i'm always dreaming of something that can happen in reality.. :| though some of my dreams are fantasy.. but majority of these are realistic..

now, maybe i should end this post.. :)
bye!! have a nice day everyone!! :D