Tuesday, November 30, 2010

[HOSHI'S DIARY 2010 - 10] randomness again!! :)

I was cleaning my cabinet when I suddenly saw my Diary when I was a kid.. Haha!! That was December 2005 when my cousin gave the diary to me as a gift.. @___@ haha! I read it and laugh on the stuff inside.. oh, by the way, here the diary is.. ;)



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another one,


I was inspired by Tabidachi Graffiti so... I also made this one.. LOL!!



and I was also planning to make a story inspired by TG and ID of FLOW.. :D


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next,

Last October 29, we visited my grandmother's and grand father's grave.. ^^





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another topic.. xDD

I was just looking at my and kohshi's phone.. LOL!! they have same shade of violet.. :P


--look at kohshi's phone



--and here's my phone..


haha!! :P I've realized it when I watched the Microcosm DVD.. xD


I was just wondering if we have same favorite color (yeah, I like violet) because when I saw kohshi's stuffies (that was posted on their flow's blog)



the violet stone really got my attention.. xDD

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let's move on.. xD

I had a dream about the end of the world..

I was walking on the road then the cars were moving slower and slower until earthquake came... everyone was running including me.. and then the time came that our feet became stocked on the ground.. suddenly, a very strong electric force was eating everything in this world.. I started praying to God, asking for forgiveness and was lending everything on his hands..

Then I nervously woke up, shaking and full of fear.. @___@ well, it was a just a LOL now.. xDD

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well, that's all for this blog post!! :)

[hoshi's diary 2010 - 9] Field trip and EK!! :D

Last October 20, the school had an educational field trip.. We went to different places..

~World Trade Center
Our teacher in TLE, sir.John P, gave us an assignment to interview entrepreneurs there. Which I enjoyed very much.. :D

~Repretory Phil. (Greenbelt)
I enjoyed watching sleeping beauty there!! :D

~Manila Ocean park
I love watching those swimming jellyfishes!! :D LOL!!

here, were some screenshots of jellyfish.. :D enjoy! ^^









geez.. looks like a red blood cell.. xDD







oh yeah.. here's a nice scenery there.. :)



btw, the girl is not me but my classmate.. xDD
Oh yeah! I almost forgot.. I slipped on the floor of blue wave.. xDD an unforgettable moment.. >:)


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and another,


Last October 22 2010 :
me, my cousin Steph, and my friends: Ria, Karl Syd, Risha, Matthew J, Dana and Ayee went to EK for fun! haha! :P




and here at space shuttle, I screamed "I love you Kohshi!!" LOL!!! I can't think of any to scream.. so... yeah.. :P

Thursday, October 28, 2010

tabidachi graffiti (preview) partial violin pattern..

Before i get started, the real song preview is here : http://ilyflow.blogspot.com/2010/10/tabidachi-graffiti-preview.html




OK!! this week is sembreak so.. i tried something that can ease my boredom.. since i'm dreaming to be a violinist and while i haven't buy my violin yet, I listened to the tabidachi graffiti (preview) of FLOW very well and traced the violin backgrounds through piano / keyboard.. hehe.. and yeah, my ears.. xDD ohh.. by the way, i'm not a virtuoso on any instruments.. so if ever there is a missing key / note, sorry for that.. :P I can't give you a music sheet nor a clearer one that can show you the pattern.. all i can give is a clear record.. :P

and here it is >> http://www.4shared.com/audio/5ZwMf1El/VOICE086__44100_Hz_.html


and let's try mixing both.. :D


well.. i hope that helped you, though theres a little chance.. and there is a key that i don't even know if it is really included in the piece... i'll put the names of the keys that i pressed in the piano.. xDD the underlined G5 there, i don't know if it is included.. i have a feeling that "yes, it is" but i can't hear it in the song.. xDD ohh.. maybe not.. :P

G4 | A4 | C5 | B4 | G5 | F5 | E5 | D5 | C5

D5 | C5 | D5 | C5 | G5 | D5 | C5

D5 | E5 | D5 | C5 | G5 | D5 | C5

G5 | F5 | E5

WHAT THE HEK!! WHATEVER!!!! xDD err.. i think i should.. go and learn how to play those stuffs.. >____> LOL!!! :P baiiii!! :P

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

[hoshi's diary 2010 - 8] (blank.. ^^ )

Just wanna let you (my diary) know that since i drew a barrier between us, i already have dreamed about him for already 5 or 6 times.. >_____>
OMG... how can i survive this "move on" thingy if i keep on dreaming something about him.. and every time i dream, his role will be my very close friend.. ._______. hell!! xDD


ohh...well... let's move on tho another topic.. which is a little.. uhh deeper??


just this Sunday, i got irritated about how my father says his love for me verbally.. it's like, he is wants to say his last words already.. :| *fuu* its like, he's giving up right now.. it makes me feel very weak.. but still, fine.. i'll pray.. :) nothing's impossible, right?? ^^ well, i just wanted to thank my 2 OL friends, mokax3 and poppy for their support.. :) ♥ i love those two.. :D i call them my sisters.. xD i met them at flow fan forum.. haha!! I'm so lucky, i met those two.. THANK YOU LORD!!! YOU'RE THE BEST!! ;D

i remember what pop said...
I send all my love at sympathy to you at this time, and sincerely hope he makes it through. (......) Give your dad all the encouragement you can, I'm sure he'll appreciate more than you know. Love you too and keep your chin up okay. Be brave, like I know you are.


:3 LOL!! OMG!!! we're getting really serious!! :O let's move on to another topiiiiiiccccc!!! >_____>



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At last!! the 2nd quarter's final exam is finished.. >:) haha!! i think most of my subjects' grades would be lower this 2nd qtr.. @___@ haha! ohh well.. i shouldn't worry about that this time coz its PARTY-PARTY!!!! ( haha! Vice Ganda?? ) xDD ohh.. i'm on crazy mode again.. >:)


by the way, ready for the field trip for tomorrow?? my answer?? NOT YET!!! BUWAHAHA!!! i haven't start packing my things up.. :P well, i don't know our destinations for tomorrow.. i just know, manila ocean park.. the rest, just let me be surprised tomorrow.. xDD i didn't check out the reply slip, i didn't even listen to the teacher about the destinations.. ;D
/suddenly remembers FicionJunciton YUUKA's destination/
haha!! so rockish song.. :P

*ehem* back to the topic, i don't know if i would enjoy the field trip coz there are subject teachers that gave us some assignments for the trip.. ohh well.. just deal with it, and will just tryin'a have fun doing it.. ;D maybe it wouldn't be hard.. xDD

woohh!!! sembreak after tomorrow then until nov.1!! wow.. haha! looking forward for it.. :) i'm thinking about something fun on how to make my sembreak more fun than the last year's.. haha! i remember, i was sitting at the computer the whole 4 days, watching pandora hearts.. then got an asthma after.. LOL!! maybe.. i want to repeat watching those kalafina and FLOW vids this time.. ;D then laugh out loud again.. haha! i never get tired of watching those! >:))


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I wrote on my twitter (via TwitLonger):

OMG!! i'm really going back to basics!! ;D and.. uh.. classics?? haha!! I listen to her "I Turn to You" when was a child.. now, i'm checking it again, wow! i've just realized that.. i really appreciated christina aguilera's beauty when she's still a girly woman!! ♥




well, that's all for now, thank you for reading!! ;D
as always,
have a nice day/night ahead!! God bless you all! ;D

--hoshi asakawa / hoshikuzu06 :)

Saturday, October 9, 2010

[hoshi's diary 2010 - 7] Missed happenings..

I've just missed some big parts in my life.. i haven't mentioned in may blog, entitled : err!! sorry again for the long absence!! -_-

on maybe a round june or july.. i had this.. :P


(microcosm limited edition)

xDD i ts my first time buying online.. and i was like so very innocent when that came into my door.. xDD

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another, we had a "Surprise recollection" and as always, we all cried.. LOL!!
(well, if i remember not all.. so.. "almost all")

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I tried to make covers for Yuki Kajiura's birthday but it sucked so i didn't send it to her.. xDD errrr!!! well, i'll just post.. feel free to laugh!! LOL!!

Natsu no Ringo cover
Red moon(na sabog parin hanggang ngayon kahit redo)

and this one.. my latest in october.. xDD and still a little sucky one.. :P

sprinter
i had a problem on video editing and the windows movie maker so maybe you better listen to it's mp3 version.. :O
here it is: http://www.4shared.com/audio/lDFKQcYK...
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that's all .. -_-
xDDD

My poem of autobigraphy??

LOL!! It's our project to make one of this.. and its so unprofessionally made.. so most of the lines doesn't have rhyme.. :P peace y'all! >:))

oh, my real identity was revealed here.. :P just leave me alone, ok?? xDD

My poem of Autobiography

I'm Jasmin Belle Tambio
A very big fan of FLOW
A 15 y/o teenager
A very sweet and gentle girl

I dreamed to be a violinist
And also be a good pianist
I wanna be a musician someday
And also be a chef for everyday

I really love music
I learn so much from it
I love to sing with the beat
and feel the soul in it

I love my family so much
Despite of misunderstanding
They will still remain in my heart
And nothing can tear us apart

I also love my friends
I do learn so many things from them
They're always there for me
And will treasure every moment together

I'm a very shy girl
And a very quiet being
But once comfortable with you,
I'll be very noisy and talkative

My heart is open for everyone
Though you're my enemy
You can be like a friend to me
Though there's a barrier; I'm still willing to help

I may be emotional for sometimes
And also might cry easily
but can easily recover
and be stronger that you've ever thought

If mind is full of madness and shame
Competing one's self would be worse
So i just shout it out loud in the rain
And try to stay calm; It'll be fine

I might be weird for everyone
I might be too crazy for some
Having a hard time to adjust
But nothing can change me from being one

Treating misfortunes as a test
Taking trials as challenges
I might fall for sometime
But would take any chance to stand

"Life is beautiful" my friend said
Traveling around the world is fun
Just keep riding on the dream express
Nothing would be impossible

Life is like a flowing river
It also has an end
It passes through many obstacles
But still, continues to move on


That's how FLOW affects my life
That's what MUSIC teaches me
That's how i am encouraged
by the people who became a part of my life..

--Jasmin Tambio / hoshikuzu06

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i love the italicized line..LOL!!
LOL! that's all!! :P
Really sorry for not being professional!! >:)

*bow*

Friday, October 8, 2010

[hoshi's diary 2010 - 6] err!! sorry again for the long absence!! -_-

I'll just give you a (long.. xD) summary of what had happened to me.. the misfortunes and the happy moments of my life continues here.. ;D

JULY
We had an acquaintance party (July 2, 2010) from 5PM onwards.. my crush danced with me so i got very happy and super duper totally hyper that night.. xD well, he wasn't my crush that time anymore but my feeling went back that time.. LOL!! i still have a pic when we danced.. i got it from my friend who is a 4th year hs..

[image unavailable]
why?? cause "he" doesn't know i'm posting it.. just for his privacy.. ^^
(or maybe i'm just bitter right now?? xDD joke! :P )

/plays TONIGHT by FLOW/ ♥




AUGUST
Nothing really happened.. Practice for "linggo ng wika"..

we had some dubbing for the zarsuwela, "walang sugat".. infairnes, i love that day! :P the whole section (actually, almost whole) is like uhm.. some sort of "sardines" inside a very small dubbing room.. and while walking on the road and rode on a "trike", we were so noisy and laughing out so loud that day.. >:P



SEPTEMBER
Well.. those words "WEIRD" and "SWEET" highlights my whole month.. (well because HE described me as one)

I also sent HIM a letter of my feelings.. I'm not wooing him or something.. i just wrote on what i feel for him..

and another, cyst was found inside me.. but.. not really a big deal coz luckily, my doctor said that it isn't that very deadly or poisonous.. *so happy*

lastly, Kalafina's latest single (for now) which is entitled as "輝く空の静寂には" ("Kagayaku Sora no Shijima ni wa" in romaji) which is translated as: In the Silence of the Shining Sky ; was released at September 15, 2010..

btw, you can download it here: http://www.4shared.com/file/jYkViix8/Kagayaku_Sora_no_Shijima_ni_wa.html



OCTOBER (around oct.1-08)

wooohhh!!! just had a very bad ♥ life!!! >:| well, fine! as long as my loving family, friends and FLOW is at my side.. ;D i remember my status...

"shocks! i block the user, i deleted the phone number, BUT I CAN'T BARE TO DELETE THE SAVED MESSAGES! @_@ "

hehe.. well, he really didn't mean to hurt me.. he can't just love me back and i really understand it.. i just decided to move on because of that and some reasons..

btw, i'm gonna order flow's new single, "Tabidachi Grafiti" (click here) next week!! ;D

and maybe, just move my buying of violin at november.. :)

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Random short stuffs (coz i don't know which month)
- I found 2 new friends from FG.. i love thos two.. my two so called "sisters" :)
- I just started to call or gave KOHSHI a code name, "hunee bee".. LOLs!!
- Just realized that 4 of my friends became "pervy" because of me.. (well, now, they're much pervy than me.. >:)) )

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the end!! :D


well, that's all for now.. thanks for patiently reading.. xDD
~good night, blog!! :)
~good night, my sweet hunee bee..
~good night everyone! ;D

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Georges Clemenceaus's Quotes

Hi again! long time no post! :O i'll update what happened to me these past few days..uhh..maybe next time.. just busy with school works.. >.< haha! well, just a short blog,

Here are someof Clemenceau's quotations that stand out on me.. :)

"A collective tyrant, spread over the length and breadth of the land, is no more acceptable than a single tyrant ensconced on his throne."

"A man who waits to believe in action before acting is anything you like, but he's not a man of action. You must act as you breathe."

"A man's life is interesting primarily when he has failed - I well know. For it's a sign that he tried to surpass himself."

"Begin to free yourself at once by doing all that is possible with the means you have, and as you proceed in this spirit the way will open for you to do more."

"In order to act, you must be somewhat insane. A reasonably sensible man is satisfied with thinking."

:)

Friday, June 18, 2010

[hoshi's diary 2010 - 5] things that happened since my last post.. :)



heeelooo!!! xD lolz!! around 2 weeks have passed.. haha! by the way, a birthday gift to me from my friends.. ^^



...while i was covering my books, the "alien" (ohh well, i named the doll, "Keigo" haha!!) was beside me.. then i saw my notebooks scattered like that.. and that kind of idea came into my mind.. xD my first artistic (uhh... for me.. but not that too artistic.. i'm a loser) photo.. :P

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first day of classes... as usual, shy type.. :| i really can't fight my shyness.. :( haha! :P to the highest level.. though i'm an old student... wooohhh!! our english teacher is really great, ehh... haha!! her english is so ka-nosebleed... with matching (i dunno) accent.. lolz!! she's really organize with what she will teach each day.. our math teacher?? the best!! if you compare my past math teacher to the present, *thumbs down to my past math teacher*... nah!! i can't understand any... in tagalog.. "paikot ikot" ung explanations.. naaaaahhhh!!! :P at last!! every after math lessons, i learned something.. :P i remember the days.. i rely on my tutor to discuss the lesson well.. xD

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ohh.. well... i almost forgot... we watched "here comes the bride" when me and my friends the day before my birthday.. :P

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ahh.. by the way, i wrote 2 love stories..
mah inspiration : kohshi asakawa.. lolz!! :P dunno why.. >:)
anyways.. its just a simple love story.. with just a lil twist... (A LITTLE!!!!) xD i'm not good in writing.. haha!! i'll post it maybe next week.. haha! busy for my power point presentation for TLE.. :D

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that's all for now.. later, my microcosm reviews.. :D
(lolz!! i listened to microcosm album before getting my copy.. tsk.. silly hoshii.. huwahaha!!)

Reaction to microcosm album >:)

hi again.. lolz! i'm back!! >:) not yet finish with my power point presentation.. xD this first before my report.. HUWAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!! (ihh.. forgive me for my short comments.. lol! i'm usually a woman with few words.. :D AND!! can't express her feelings well..)

01.-ECHOES-
wow!! really nice instrumentals!! OMG!! it really caught my attention.. i like the sound of acoustic guitar there.. lol! looks like they really took the album cover seriously.. >:)

02.CALLING
ahh.. the OP song for Heroman.. (well, though.. i don't watch heroman.. xD) I like it!! hmm.. seems like they are contented with that kind of style of a song.. :D (i remember COLORS xD)

03.SIGN
ooooooohhhhh!!!!! one of the best.. haha!! well, its released before (same with calling) so i dunno what to say at this moment.. (because i heard of it already.. lol!)

04.UNION
hmm.. the kind of song that i don't like that much.. but its great! :D oohhh... a lil techno-ish song.. haha! i like the chorus.. haha!!

05.ATMOSPHERE
OMG! when i heared the 1st parts of it, the song really caught my attention.. haha!! woohh... rock-ish ehh?? I LIKE THE VIOLINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha!! well, after i pay for my microcosm, i'll save money for a violin.. (lol! SHARE!! :P )

06.PLANETARIUM
wow... i... felt the song.. ^^ really... hmm.. i like it.. aaaawww... (wow... the sound of the guitar, violin and piano, together!! .stars. ) hmm.. nice one.. i remember taiyou no uta.. (just a BIT.. ok.. xD)

07.CORE
cool instrumental!!! haha!! well, seems like this instrumental gives a boundary between the first parts (tracks 1-5) to the second ones (tracks7-15)

--lolz!! i like the collaboration of core and freedom.. cool.. haha!!

08.FREEDOM
I heard it also before.. (together with the calling) so.. i dunno what to comment.. (ahh.. just pretend that i haven't heard it before).. ahh.. it's gorgeous! haha!! cool!! very nice!! LSS (last song syndrome) mode!!!!!

09.ENEMY
the start of the song is strange.. o.O like robotic i don't know-ish sound.. haha!! i dinf the song a lil crazy to hear.. haha! :P

10.SOUL RED
i remember their song "answer" here.. lol! i dunno why.. BUT, just on the 1st parts of it.. (when the song started playing >:) )haha! nice song and i like it also.. :D 60/40.. b^^d

11.LUNA
haha! cute song.. :P (xD un lang.. :P la ako maisip na sabihin.. haha!!)

12.TONIGHT
cute!!!!!!!!!!! haha!! tapping off my feet into the ground.. :D

13.AMBIENCE
again, i'll use the word "cute" and "nice" for it.. haha! just a lil weird when the song became slow at the last parts of it.. :o hehe.. ^^

14.TO-O-KU-E
ahh.. i like it.. :D less than three = <3 .. haha! ohh.. well..

15.-F.O.E-
ahhh... a closing instrumental for the album... almost sounded like -ECHOES- but it uses kinda sounded like "nature".. yeah.. nature.. a very calm closing for the album.. and because i'm sleepy at this moment, it made me feel more sleepy.. xD lol!


OVERALL
--i agree to others, most of the songs doesn't sounded "flow" to me (and u.. lol!).. well, i'm not that disappointed.. well, it does sound fine to me.. maybe just another side of the flow.. >:) nice, nice.. <3 *claps* really, yeah.. i can describe the album.. not "cool" but "cute".. (maybe).. haha!! ^^ i enjoyed..



PEOPLE!! huwahaha!! that's all... my nonsense (maybe.. lol!) words!! nah!! really bad at describing / explaining.. huwahaha!!

Friday, June 4, 2010

[hoshi's diary 2010 - 4] my new phone

I got my new phone!! haha!! :D KM555e.. ^^ wow! it's nice.. haha! the wi-fi @ the school... now, has a use.. >:) jk! :P OMG!! haha! it's really nice compared to the one that i will buy..

lolz!! and nice story of it..

haha!! the SAMSUNG man endorsed an LG to me.. huwahaha!! >:)

well, here's a pic of it.. haha!!



uhhmm... this is not the actual but it looks like this.. (well, it looks better at the actual view.. )

I really like to thank my mom for buying me a phone.. haha! BUT.. i need to study hard so that my mom won't confiscate this.. lolz!! haha!!
till next time! ^^


hugs&kisses
--hoshii ^^

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Stardust's Flow and Kajiura (and company) addiction NOTICE.. >:)

if you already saw my posts a while ago, you'll see, i have some informations about flow.. uhhmm... (i don't have kajiura's.. ^^) and well, if you expect me to post more infos about these two, I will still.. but not here.. ^^

well, i'll not post anymore updates about them here.. :)
I made another blog to be more organized.. :)

for kajiura & company : http://kajiuraloversideofstardust.blogspot.com/
for flow : http://hoshikuzu06lovesflow.blogspot.com/

thanks for your cooperation.. ^^

[hoshi's diary 2010 - 3]out of nowhere dreams.. and... dreams from hell...?? ^^

I blame hell for every bad dreams i have.. :P instead of blaming the One who loves us (which is God), i blame the one who plays with our innocent souls.. ^^

many nights, I dreamed about "a news" which says that my parents (or one of them) dies.. so every time i woke up after those nightmares, i always wake up with worries and wanted to find my parents if they were just okay and to make sure that its just a dream..

i don't know why i have those nightmares.. o.O

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last night, i dreamed of my mom.. being an OFW.. then the few days before the flight, i cry and cry by myself and always came near her and gives her hugs and kisses.. ^^ yeah... i'm so sweet to my mom that time.. :)
--i can't explain why i felt bad after i woke up.. o.O

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I dunno why i'm always dreaming of something that can happen in reality.. :| though some of my dreams are fantasy.. but majority of these are realistic..

now, maybe i should end this post.. :)
bye!! have a nice day everyone!! :D

Monday, May 31, 2010

Red Moon WTF cover..

I GIVE YOU STRESS!!

I didn't give my all coz of laziness... haha! but if i'm inspired i'll fix it.. lolz!! and i don't recommend you to wear earphones or head set.. my recorder makes F***ing noise.. o.O

well, i just hope your ears won't bleed with this one.. xD

http://www.4shared.com/audio/XVz_f5-m/red_moon_sabog_version__youll_.html

what?? sounds like screaming for help?? huwahahahahaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
piz yo!! I even had a mistake.. lolz!!

*laughs till death*

ohh well.. sorry for my craziness these past few days.. xD

Friday, May 28, 2010

New FLOW Album "Microcosm"


Microcosm [Regular Edition]

1. ECHOES
2. CALLING
3. SIGN
4. UNION
5. ATMOSPHERE
6. PLANETARIUM
7. CORE
8. FREEDOM
9. ENEMY
10. SOUL RED
11. LUNA
12. TONIGHT
13. AMBIENCE
14. TO-O-KU-E
15. F.O.E



Microcosm [w/ DVD, Limited Edition]

1. ECHOES
2. CALLING
3. SIGN
4. UNION
5. ATMOSPHERE
6. PLANETARIUM
7. CORE
8. FREEDOM
9. ENEMY
10. SOUL RED
11. LUNA
12. TONIGHT
13. AMBIENCE
14. TO-O-KU-E
15. F.O.E

◆DVD

■MUSIC VIDEO
・Sign
・CALLING
■SPECIAL MOVIE
・Recording scene of “MICROCOSM”
・Radio Program「FLOWのキャプテン26」Finale 2010.03.26 Movie ver.
■LIVE MOVIE
・「Sign」Launch event at LAZONA Kawasaki Plaza
■OFFSHOOT MOVIE
・「CALLING」Photo Shooting
・Offshoot at musix 2010 - Okinawa International Asia Music Festival-


RELEASE DATE : June 16, 2010



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^^ where to buy?? you know it!! xD .. ohh well.. if you don't know... uhmm...

Microcosm [Regular Edition] : http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=KSCL-1600
Microcosm [w/ DVD, Limited Edition] : http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=KSCL-1598

If you're a Filipino, visit www.play-asia.com to have free "delivery" within Philippines.. you go buy there.. ^^

[hoshi's diary 2010 - 2] Its a very long time since my last post..

AHAHA!! many stories happened.. hmm.. where should i start?? maybe i should just tell the ones that i remembered.. ^^ lets start to the sad ones so that the ending of this post is happy.. :P



..aww.. one of us (alpha karlpa.. a fraternity 'kuno' xD ), went to cebu to study there.. :( we'll not see each other for a long time.. oh, by the way, here's a pic of us.. :P




..aww.. a super BAD NEWS for us.. :( tsk! we will really miss her so badly.. :|

*teared*

xD (meh ganun??)


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..ohhh.. let's move on.. tsk! gosh!! so stressed!! super stressed!!
1st reason?? a friend is obviously closing her communications to me.. o.O in text, SB... WTF!! since the fight between me and karlpa (not all members) happened (which is very super duper long time ago and was finished a long time ago also), she became cold with me.. what!? i really don't know.. if the fight is the reason or.. what!? something!!

2nd reason?? i was really suffocated with my parents!! i appreciate their protectiveness but i am indeed, irritated the way they put "OVER" beside the word "protective".. ohh well, i really wished they will agree with me hanging out with my friends the day before my birthday.. haha! :P

..lets move on from the topic at the top before my ears be filled with smoke.. >:)


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http://www.flow.mu/


sheeee!!! over!!!haha!! i'm inlove with flow!! OMG!!!!

kohshi looks cool!! :P nice voice.. so handsome voice.. (specially in taiyou no uta)!! :D

keigo?? ahw.. so handsome man!! ^^ harhar!!

take?? so very good guitarist!!!!! .stars.

got's... so chubby chubby bassist.. yihie!! :P

iwasaki?? a nice and a good drummer!! though the first time you see him, you'll be afraid (because of so many tattoos),still, you'll see his kind heart.. ^^ (especially when he's wearing his -- reading glasses, i think.. xD)

haha!! i really want to whack keigo for his hairstyle in their latest single "CALLING".. >.< haha! :P

..oh, by the way, if ever you're a flow lover / fan... www.narutofan.de ^^ don't forget to be present in the forum! :D (ohh... well.. the website is not mine.. it's kajin's)


..ONE BAD THING IS...

they are currently in the California for another live.. i can't go.. :(( shi~!!!! *cries* xD i'm jealous to my flow fan forum mates who will go there.. xD

ohh well.. maybe that's all i can write for now.. i need to do some work.. (well.. eat and wash dishes.. huwahaha!!) if ever another or what i missed comes to my mind, i'll post it on the next set of experiences.. ^^ ohh.. by the way, same time, same date to this post.. is my next post, my update of flow.. ^^

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

[hoshi's diary 2010 - 1] My 1st post :P

For now.. nothing really exciting.. but my insomnia that makes my day very long and a little waste of time.. haha!

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In a forum called "canta-per-me", i wrote this:
i suffered from insomnia this night.. i went to bed at 11:20pm.. closed my eyes.. then i really can't sleep.. i sent many GMs (group messages) already to my friends.. :XD: i even texted moon (moonlight04).. i think 3 times even if i know that we have different network (or sim company.. so, the unlimited text and calls won't work..).. :uh..: i even felt hungry at around 2am.. but i didn't eat.. :plot: i dun want sleeping after eating.. :XD: i ended up sleeping at i think 4:15 (because its 4am when i last checked my phone) and woke up at 8am.. :uh..: i tried to sleep again but it didn't work.. :blood:

a while ago.. my cousin and her bf texted.. and said, i flooded their cellphones.. :ohoho:

sorry for long story.. :bow: i feel very crazy today..:ohoho:
:V:
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let me share you this:
i had an insomnia because of thinking about my crush.. the more i say "stop thinking about him", the more i think about him.. haha! its really weird! yeah.. but nice.. haha!i think i need to end this topic.. have a nice day everyone! goodbye!! :)
~god bless!! :)

Monday, April 26, 2010